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till then, xoxo.

wai so emo?
CHEER UP I SING A SONG.
BABY BABY BABY OHHH!!


Cheer up , i am here for you :D

Hey world. It's funny how I am kind of worried bout homework and not touching it. I'll start later? K promise? Promise.



I was the one who knew things about you first. Maybe not that you'll come to me if there's anything wrong, but it's weird how I feel that you're like, BFF. Did I just say that? HAHAHa, shucks, so childish of me. Well, seasons change, world spins, nothing remains the same. You know sometimes, I act like i don't give a shit about it, but you don't know how much it affects me. I wish i have no darn feelings sometimes, because they're all so screwed up. After all, how can i not bother when people that were once so close to me, are walking away further and further. I wish I had the ability to read mind, you know. It's like, I don't know what people thinks sometimes, like hey stop confusing me will yah? It's like asking me to stay but pushing me to the door.

You all don't know how I feel? So this is how i freaking feel sometimes. I finally found words to describe it, god I am so marvelous. As if anyone cares. bye.

Never surrender something you know you can still fight for because it is difficult to wait, but it's more difficult to regret.

Have you ever feel like you don't know if people around you can be trusted, like if they can keep a secret, or that they will not just walk in and out of your life just as they're pleased? And you all used to be good friends, now they found new ones and throw you aside? Or perhaps you're just a replacement, only here for you when they're bored? At the end of the day, you've to be extra careful to who you confide in, so as not to get betrayed. I don't know if this is trust issue or am I just being paranoid. I've to be so cautious so that maybe, just maybe, I can save myself in these kind of situation. And sometimes, I don't know where I stand, not that anyone tells me, I just go where I thought I should be. I know I'm like that unconsciously, but I'm trying to treasure people around me, because I know how it feels like, and honestly it sucks.

This holiday don't feel like a holiday at all. I mean, I do party now and then, but look at the mountainous pile of homework waiting for me? 2 weeks of holiday taken up and yet there's still so much left. It's like I can't even enjoy holiday or take a breath or something.

Oh, and my current favorite is 'Back to december'.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

Taylor swift is the best, k bye.

木乃伊 is currently attached in my brains because i heard it yesterday at a bakery with Chloe and Joan. Still remember how much i loved that song even though i don't know what the hell it means at that time. Memories, how beautiful. So anyways, we went to Chloe's house yesterday. Hell yeah, it was sure fun! Especially when we were gossiping about others, imagining others gossiping about us at the same time, then watching movie on the world's laggest computer that stucked at the same scene even though the dialogues were still continuing, camwhoring like some models-to-be. Singapore next top model? totally. And then we had moments with dae-dae jong (darius) and brought Lady down to pee. An awesome way to spend a holiday indeed :)




 rocker girl ftw :P

 queen of everything

 we're mafias, muahahahah



 SNTM

Lady!

SO, the last week didn't went well. School everyday till next week. That's not the stressful part. They keep pushing us soooo hard, especially chinese. I know i know, this time of the year next year, we're sitting for our O's, and chinese is like next mid year but still it sucks to be so stress during our November holidays. Doesn't mean that being in a A-class for chinese means that we're some chinese-professional, they ought to know not all of us can catch up. memorize 5 chinese ending of compo in a few days? Hell, that's so no life plus my-memory-space-is-in-english-not-chinese kinda thing. how annoying.

one-of-a-kind people falls in this category that makes others not fine: broken promises, oh-i-forgot-i-promised-you-whatever, liars. Bye.