Since the day we're born, we're slowly learning how to love and appreciate life. It's not because we should be thankful that we're alive, it's more of trying to be contented life. Sometimes we don't dislike life just because we are meant to, but because when you receive, you lost something at the same time. As humans, we don't like losing our things. But after all, it teaches us to cherish them. We can't have everything in the world, because then we'll know how to earn things. Humans don't capture photographs just for the fun of it, but to save the happy moments. During our life time, we have more sad then happy memories. Photographs contains our happiness and nostalgia.

The poor are happy even being lack of so many necessities, they got something money can't buy. The rich are sad despite having all the money in the world, but that's something the poor don't have. The middle class are poor and happy, they have some happiness, and some cash, that's something the poor and the rich yearn for too. In life, we only can have limited things while we can't have the other. We learn, we love, we lose, we cry, we cheer, yet at the end, when we're gone from this world, we will all be equal again. So while you're living, do you want to go left where nothing is right, or right where nothing is left?

I love spending my weekends shopping with dad and mom. I don't get why nowadays people think its lame/disgraceful/boring to go out with their parents. After all, it's family bonding time no? So Saturday, went to town, and Esplanade at night. It's awesome, the crowd, rock bands and mini flea market! 10.30, night was still young, headed to boat quay. More flea market! There was once where me and Beaunice wanted to go but all of us couldn't make it in the end..

Yesterday wasn't any bad either. Went to Marina for Brunch, then dad bought back a DSLR. For me. Mad happy! So maybe i should stop procrastinating and work harder for my end of years, can't be such a let down anymore. So anyways, I still can't find a good reason not to spend time with your family over the weekends, the only time for communications and interactions. 

Argh, it's been a long time since I step into F21 or newlook, i'm dying to get one of the shirt for quite a while already. It'd better be there! Ima get to town with Lina or Minjun soon. Kay bye.

Just what I needed, mad dance schedules. Y'know, I do love dance, but not that it takes up my almost whole month. Especially on holidays. Final year's. I don't like how Zaki stress us up like crap. Dance wasn't meant to stress us up, more like distressing instead? Dang it. I have horrible time management, arghhhh. If I tell myself, things will get better soon, I'm lying dude. Things can never get better because I don't try that hard. Like how I tell myself I will study, but I always tell myself I need to rest. And I don't study. I blame the whole world for failing my test, finding excuses, but it's cause I didn't study much for that matter. Because I'm not motivated. Commitment, I suck at this.

"There's always going to be bad stuff out there. But here's the amazing thing -- light trumps darkness, every time. You stick a candle into the dark, but you can't stick the dark into the light."
— Jodi Picoult

Aw shucks, you evil puny. I don't love bieber, dang you. I love Steve Appleton!



"In the space between yes and no, there's a lifetime. It's the difference between the path you walk and the one you leave behind; it's the gap between who you thought you could be and who you really are; its the legroom for the lies you'll tell yourself in the future." - Jodi Picoult

I LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER !
:D

Hi, here I am doing nothing (literally) :) Weekends are precious relaxing time, so doing nothing is a form of spending weekends fruitfully. And I am spending mine as fruitfully as possible! Well, lets say it's a better term to explain boredom, and I am not going out because I am tired. Despite sleeping for 10 hours or even more then that, still sleep deprived. Argh. I should start my homework now, bye.

So meanwhile, amidst of busy school day, I'm still alive and kicking. So hello there. Life is mundane. I know I got lots to talk about but I seriously don't know how to start. Uhm uhm, well, tests? I kinda flunked like a lot of them.  Is it a good thing that I managed a just-pass for a-math common test? I don't know, it's like a lot failed but 18/30... hmm. And also a freaking 17/25 for chemistry because of a slip of my mind at that time. There goes my Friday 13th. Uh oh, excuses again again!

Okay cut the crap about school. Like heck my life don't just revolve around tests and homework and school. Nice. How is it good to grow fat?! I mean, it's such a sensitive words to girls! It applies to me as well, i mean, it's not like i don't exercise! It's not cute as well, for god sake. What should I do?! oh god oh god please please help me /:

Who knows what life has been planning all along. For now, I decided that I should be happy so here I am. A great mom, nice family, great friends, 2 dumb canine and nothing really opposing my will. Life life life, such a complicating thing. Let's just say I wanna live it simple :D BUT, no, I'm not saying that living simple = no shopping. That's really bad! Because I really really need one soon hahahahaha. The idea of getting a lot of stuffs gets me tinkling insideee. That is, if I have the money lah.

Let me take back my words on the a lot to talk about, because I'm stuck. Cool? cool.

So lets turn back time to 6th August.

Almost everything started right. We met at Tampines mall to have our lunch and we bought a cake(or rather 9 cupcakes) and we headed to our destination. Never surprise someone if you know nothing about where they stay, because we had a really hard time finding Lina's house indeed. It was really hilarious though, our trip there! So Beaunice acted as some delivery retard and we all peek-a-boo Lina :)


So our plan did succeed, right? ^^

Hi dearest, hope you liked it!

Spartan, he's freaking adorable.

♥

Loveliest bunch of sisters.

So sweet :)

So I had the time of my life with my best friends around me. Maybe the planning part sucked alot, and me Minjun and Gerlissa ended up discussing about maths anyways... But still, we worked really hard to made that day happen right?! Well, at least Lina enjoyed it.

And to my dearest sister/bestfriend/bf/whatever,

 
Happy Birthday! :) Love you till the sky drop down ♥
And oh yah, thanks for allowing me to grab the pictures. hehe.
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Its been ageeeesss since the last family gather. Despite being said i grew FATTER
(which apparently they say its a good thing cause I was too skinny.)(A super sensitive word like i know that right), I still enjoyed yesterday quite a lot. Margarita (Y)! You've never seen how my family go crazy when they're drunk, it's... WOW! But still, a very fun bunch.

Grandma followed us home yesterday and we went to Changi Airport today. Ultimately, they should have more shops outside because Changi airport = 0% GST! Awesome. But it was quite boring because of the lack of shops lah. Anyway, YSL Baby doll caught me like woah~ I need a trip to Marina Bay Sands with an ATM card sooooon, so i can get like everything i want (as if it's gonna come true).

Till then, cheryl.

I have not been functioning right lately. Losing out, losing myself out. Reasons after reasons pull me down time and time again. This is bad, really bad. What I did, or have been doing; I don't know what for. Screw everything.
Otherwise, find me a reason to live on. Cause I can't find one myself.