Yesterday night, i went like "Oh my gosh, tomorrow's English paper."
And today morning, i went like "Oh my god, today's English paper!!!!"
Okay, i can see how unprepared i am this time rounds of examinations. I can't believe I didn't even give a damn during PSLE or Streaming, but I'm having so much butterflies this time round. I don't get it, why am I freaking out when it's just mid-years?

Perhaps I'm just stressing myself out, or maybe I'm rather very tense up being so not prepared. I promise myself, not gonna be a disappointment. Yes, it's not too late yet. It's time to wake up. Till when I'm getting back my papers, I'm not gonna cry because I did really badly, i mean touch wood. This is so not gonna happen. I'll try treating studying as shopping, hah!


Wake up
Wake up

Wake up
Wake up 
Wake up!

  


Give your best shot, Cheryl, you know you can do it! :)

The human nature: People always pretend to be okay, even though their not.

Don't you know how i feel right now?! Like arghhhhsxzsxzsxzsxzsxz, FML!
Examinations. Yes you, major culprit. I feel so depressed now, when especially when I'm doing practices. Like, the amount of un-do-able questions. Not funny at all. Where are you, dance practise, shopping, movies? I sooo need you now!  

Other then that are the total utterly crapish rubbish cluttering in my life. Damn, you all can find your time really well! Needless to say, life obstacles; we all have to overcome it someday. Shut up mind, stop thinking so much. So what, why should I care?





Come on Cheryl, you can do it :) 

At the end of the day, we all have to go through the rain before getting to admire the most mesmerizing rainbow.


And yes, i'm gonna get so sick one day if I continue my daily routine of sleeping after past midnight and waking up early. Look at those pimples popping out already, and those horrible eyebags!! I'm gonna study with Minjun again tomorrow. All the best, awesome one, all the best.

cya.

Hey dearest me, happy birthday to you :)
You are not old, still a young kid ♥ Hope you'll do well for this coming examinations and have the motivation to study. It's not easy, but impossible is nothing. Remember to always smile, and stay happy!

So refreshed, astonished; joy.




I've got a very awesome birthday this year. Woken up by mama's horrible birthday song specially meant to wake me up, how thoughtful, haha! Actually, I had an early night, went to bed by 11.15pm (okay, not really), but got woken up by calls anyway. So yeah, I ended up back to lalaland at 12~1am.

Beaunice called me: hey cheryl, you know the geography(or what, i forgotten) homework? The page 210...
Cheryl: -knows what beaunice is up to- Oh haha yeah.. oh shucks i never do!
Beaunice: Oh wait, i lost a page! Give me 1 minute to find...
-1 minute later..-
Beaunice: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Sheeesh, that's what I did to her! Freaking hilarious. But this girl has and is very awesome. Thank you, like very much, for what you did for me today (the card and those 'project papers')! Yeah, maybe we've been really bad friends to each other, but you know the bond.. the i-can't-deny-and-you-can't-lie bond. Totally! :) Beaunice zhen PANG4 (by pang4 she meant awesome) ♥

Lina too, thanks for the lovely and awesome card! You're more awesome then your card though, don't be jealous, hahaha! Aww, i don't know what to say anymore. Tongue tied. ♥

PUNY, for being so awesome, for texting and attempting to call, and posting on my wall!♥
Xiuyuan too, for the dog that flew back from Thailand!♥
Germaine, Seeying, Amanda too. Kingston too. :) Not forgetting, my Swensens 2 days back! Don't you just love affirmations?!

Oh yes, the best part. I've got birthday songs from English to Chinese to Malay, how's that man! (wishes in Japanese from Weifang) You know, the magnificent and wondrous 3 respect♥ And yes, Harriet, for helping me to do duty today! And then i had lunch with Lina aftermath, at first was only us, but met till Justin and Nigel. Galilee! Jeffrey and Timothy came. 2 diligence ohnine, always so amazing :) I totally cannot wait for another gather, excitingggg!  

Argh, the only bad part is, my phone broke down on me yesterday. I can't upload any pictures now.  


Thanks, humans on earth, for the wishes via sms or facebook. Facebook really does wonders. I've also got a really touching one. I can't believe it's gonna be 12 soon, in 4 hours time from now. Oh well, I'd better get back to my homework.


Examinations are round the corner, best of luck :)

To a place so magnificent.


Fun's over. Time to get back into my main priorities.
I feel so dumb recently. Like nothing can get into this brain of mine. Sometimes i feel so helpless not understanding a thing in class, or in tuition. I realized my common sense is really at a horrible despondency. Examinations' coming, i am scared. Kind of. Maybe i had been having too much fun. I don't know. Either which, i am still not gonna be shaken by all this craps. I'm gonna do my best, regardless what. After all, stress is part and partial of life.

Fun meant having dance practices everyday for the last month. You can't deny it's joy. The amount of contagious laughters filling through the studio and all those weird actions. We've bonded that much through this whole month. Cafe D'Amore was hence a success, i mean as for us dancers, we had fun on stage, didn't we? :)

Hot pink, Awesome pepper!


Priceless memories.



So, moving on... Sunday.
Oh yes, a day i cannot forget. I mean, it may be nothing much, like any me-and-minjun-study-day, but suddenly there came a Lina popping out from nowhere with a chocolate emicake on her hands and a birthday song was deafening and enthusiastically sang with paper candles behind the cake. No joke, paper candles, very creative indeed huh? They were then trying to smash me with the cake, but kinda failed. Thanks girls, for this little surprise, i was touched to tears ♥
(I'll post the pictures next time, my phone's giving me problem)

I've got awesome friends no doubt :)

And but not least, today's sisters' 1 year plus anniversary!
Happy Anniversary, Sisters! 

Okay, I'm done with blogging. And I'm going to bed as soon as I can, cause I've been having insufficient time in cheryland, resulting in panda bear-look-a-like eyebags. Scary or scary?  Bye.

This is terrible, it's not how I should feel. Get back up on your feet, girl.

I am tired from the headache i've got half an hour ago. I had fun daydreaming after i came back from bishan. There's test tomorrow, i should get back to study now. I shall blog another day.

Here comes a moment in life where everything starts to change. You lost a friend, you lost trust, you lost a love, you're trapped in a mess, you can't breath and just got sick of everything. You're so exhausted, so much that you want to give up, thinking the whole world is opposing you, and you're in a state of despondency...

Then here comes someone special, who teaches you how to get back onto your feet, faces the world with you, accept you for who you are. That's when you know that you gained the most valuable thing in the world. That's when you learn to move on, not because you are weak, but because you woke up from your dream. That's when you learn that who's ephemeral and who's true in your life. And you gaze up the dazzling black sky filled with stars. You breathe for the first time.

In life, not everything will go your way. Sometimes, even a beloved will leave you behind. It's not for yourself to blame, because by then you'll learn that who is the one that worth your love. People come and go in life, it's just a matter of time, but not everyone does that. Some will settle in with you, your true friends.

Before the day is over...

Happy birthday, Mom :) Love you, to the eternity! 
and Happy birthday to Waltercooler! -turns time to 12am-  


Carousel @ Royal Plaza has the best High tea, bye.

Where has the rainy season gone too?  
The weather has been so not awesome recently. It's becoming too sunny everyday. Insanely humid, too hot for my liking. Dearest rain, do come back to visit soon,  i miss you very much! Half of the time you've been away.

So anyways, what's my point of posting? Moaning about another week ended? Perhaps so, but mainly...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIEWMENG!Say hello to the old dude. Old but as childish as ever! Puny's too great. A whole essay of dedication letter wouldn't even be enough. Actually, just joking! I would not even know how to start one if i'm give such a topic, haha! But still, BFF, you're awesome thing. Love pink? Hey me too! ♥

School has been such a bore. Concert's coming too. Common tests too. Examinations too. Aaargh. Can't wait for all this craps to be over soon. I'm going home so tired everyday, so exhausted that I'm not finishing my homework these days and still sleeping at 12, trying to concentrate. Thank god, gonna have a study date with MJ, I seriously need to catch up on studies. Then again, I've a lot of fun with dance mates during rehearsals indeed.

Go Cheryl, you can do it ! :)


If time could slow down, there's so many stuff I want to do. I want to make things right, I wanna spend more time with mom shopping or to the theaters or even having tea breaks. I wanna have more time with my dearest girls/friends, I want to clear my doubts 'bout the recent everything and get my mind back into studies.I want to sleep till' like nobody's business, just look at those dark eye-bags! Time passes really fast when you're having fun though. (Unlike Chinese lessons, 1 minute seems like an hour.) At times like this, i'm getting really uninterested of everything, even small little stuff. When problems come, i'll be like so sick to care about matters, I just don't want to care. It's time to wake up, and not escaping anymore. Time to get the priorities right. All the best!

Love, me.

Life... is like a box of chocolates - a cheap, thoughtless, perfunctory gift that no one ever asks for, nonreturnable because all you get back is another box of chocolates.  So, you're stuck with mostly undefinable whipped mint crap, mindlessly wolfed down when there's nothing else to eat while you're watching the game.  Sure, once is a while you get a peanut butter cup or an English toffee but it's gone too fast and the taste is fleeting.  In the end, you are left with nothing but broken bits filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts, which, if you are desperate enough to eat, leaves nothing but an empty box of useless brown paper.  ~The X-Files

So I got over those nonsense. Not totally, but partially. Life moves on :)

I can't believe April is here already!! Ain't you excited? Well, I think i am. And I am not too. I guess the excited part is kinda obvious. And the not so excited part would be the coming midyear examinations. It's mid year already?! That's fast, i thought 2010 just started not long ago. But anyways, the weather last month is so awesome. I love the rain, i love it when it rain♥

So anyways, I had a great start of the month on the 2nd. Good Friday, holiday! I had the bestest time of my life with the most fabulous friends; Lina and Minjun. And Beaunice joined us for dinner. We had a lot of fun shopping! Actually no, half of my money spent were for birthday presents. There's freaking 1,2,3,4 people birthday presents to get for. But i find it a joy :) Yesterday's shopping was so not satisfying lah, but spending time with those girls are! I especially love Haijii Lane. We met this awesomely cute guy from IOLA, he offered us muffins, we should have took it. Shops there were so retro and marvelous, I'm so gonna go back there some day!

Stuff that i'm still short off...
1. SHOES. My heels ):
2. Clothes.
3. A bag.
Actually, I can never get enough of these stuffs!

Today was pretty tiring. I woke up at 8 and had really awesome breakfast @ delifrance, I love their pastries!  Aftermath, rotted at mom's office till' 11.45 and thank god someone asked me out for lunch. But yes, mcdonald's ... Had a great time there though! Wasted 3 hours of my time at Suntec alone after that. Thanks to mom. But because of that too, i got something out of it, Joan loves it too! Addictive!!

After typing so much, I realised I haven't even started my homework. Fail to the max, should not procrastinate. And you what what, i'm gonna mug with Minjun soon. Ahhh, fond memories :)

Disgressing, CAFE@hihs is coming. Dance people are so stressed up, we all know that. But Joan, this it not the time to give up! We're gonna show Ms Ira what we are made of! Stand strong, girl. You're so awesome. Can't wait for Friday to come much? :D Thanks to Jive, we bonded. So don't ever think of canceling this. Me love YOU!

Okay I'm ending here, nights to the world.