you don't know bout me.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 @ 7:59 PM // 0 comments


What's up with people man? Why must some of them be so demoralizing, so insulting.
Like dad. To be honest, yes, i know some of my results were disappointing, atrocious and horrible. But instead of encouraging, he went just like i can't make it in the future. Doesn't means I failed my physics now, i'm going to fail forever in my whole life. Thanks alot, DAD. Thanks for being so realistic that being my father you wouldn't even give me a word of encouragement and just be so blunt like that.

Well for the fact, I'm gonna prove you, all of you. That you are wrong, in your face. And no, i don't do this to please the world or dad or anybody. I don't live for anyone, mind you. I freaking live for myself. Though my subjects like my chemistry, physics and english weren't very good next time, i'll work hard. For the fact that I know i'm flunking my physics and chem, but i don't know why, when i got back my results, my heart just shattered. My english too.

This June holidays, I promise :)

People change and things change. I shifted my mind and my attention to rubbish that clogged my mind. So dumb. I'll get my priorities right. Not thinking about other stuff anymore. This is freaking ruining me, ruining my life. I'd get it right.

I'm tired now, like both mentally and physically worn out. So I guess I'd stop here. And to end it off...


Beaunice, you're still awesome! Thanks too, minjun, for like attempting to cheer me up because of the shitty marks i got. it's the most retarded method though!

Bye.